aSacredRebel

Who am I?

Then King David went in and sat before the LORD and said, “Who am I, O Lord GOD, and what is my house, that you have brought me thus far? And yet this was a small thing in your eyes, O Lord GOD. You have spoken also of your servant’s house for a great while to come, and this is instruction for mankind, O Lord GOD! And what more can David say to you? For you know your servant, O Lord GOD! Because of your promise, and according to your own heart, you have brought about all this greatness, to make your servant know it. Therefore you are great, O LORD God. For there is none like you, and there is no God besides you, according to all that we have heard with our ears. And who is like your people Israel, the one nation on earth whom God went to redeem to be his people, making himself a name and doing for them great and awesome things by driving out before your people, whom you redeemed for yourself from Egypt, a nation and its gods? And you established for yourself your people Israel to be your people forever. And you, O LORD, became their God. And now, O LORD God, confirm forever the word that you have spoken concerning your servant and concerning his house, and do as you have spoken. And your name will be magnified forever, saying, ‘The LORD of hosts is God over Israel,’ and the house of your servant David will be established before you. For you, O LORD of hosts, the God of Israel, have made this revelation to your servant, saying, ‘I will build you a house.’ Therefore your servant has found courage to pray this prayer to you. And now, O Lord GOD, you are God, and your words are true, and you have promised this good thing to your servant. Now therefore may it please you to bless the house of your servant, so that it may continue forever before you. For you, O Lord GOD, have spoken, and with your blessing shall the house of your servant be blessed forever.” (2 Samuel 7:18-29 ESV)

Who am I that you have brought me thus far? Last night at the dinner table we discussed has God ever done anything to pass over me. Has God ever done something for me that I did not deserve? All the time, God is doing things for me I do not deserve. I can recount endless acts of mercies on God’s part towards me.

My wife
My daughters
the roof over my head
my health
the ability to be there for others
a job that allows me to be a role model
friends who love me for me
friends who ave given of themselves for me and my family
The list could go on and on…

I invite you on this 3rd day of Advent to reflect on how God has been merciful to you.

I wonder every day how this passage starts, who am I Lord, that you have given me favor and mercy and allowed me to live this long… Who am I oh Lord that you still use me and work through me even through all of the junk I do and sin that keeps me from you. God’s promises ring true today, the same as they did yesterday and the way they will tomorrow and forever more.

This passage reminded me of one of my favorite songs by Casting Crowns, Who Am I. Why does the Lord know my name, why does He feel my hurt, it is not because of what I’ve done, or who I am, but all because of Jesus. It is not because of anything I have done or could have done or could do, but God loves me and knows my name, and my hurt and the number of hairs on my head because I am His child and because of the sacrifice that Jesus made for me.

You are loved and worthy of more than you could possibly image because of the coming king. So prepare your heart for Him and make ready! For He is coming and it is going to be a wonderful party!

Day Two of Advent

promise

This is now the second letter that I am writing to you, beloved. In both of them I am stirring up your sincere mind by way of reminder, that you should remember the predictions of the holy prophets and the commandment of the Lord and Savior through your apostles, knowing this first of all, that scoffers will come in the last days with scoffing, following their own sinful desires. They will say, “Where is the promise of his coming? For ever since the fathers fell asleep, all things are continuing as they were from the beginning of creation.” For they deliberately overlook this fact, that the heavens existed long ago, and the earth was formed out of water and through water by the word of God, and that by means of these the world that then existed was deluged with water and perished. But by the same word the heavens and earth that now exist are stored up for fire, being kept until the day of judgment and destruction of the ungodly. But do not overlook this one fact, beloved, that with the Lord one day is as a thousand years, and a thousand years as one day. The Lord is not slow to fulfill his promise as some count slowness, but is patient toward you, not wishing that any should perish, but that all should reach repentance. But the day of the Lord will come like a thief, and then the heavens will pass away with a roar, and the heavenly bodies will be burned up and dissolved, and the earth and the works that are done on it will be exposed. Since all these things are thus to be dissolved, what sort of people ought you to be in lives of holiness and godliness, waiting for and hastening the coming of the day of God, because of which the heavens will be set on fire and dissolved, and the heavenly bodies will melt as they burn! But according to his promise we are waiting for new heavens and a new earth in which righteousness dwells. (2 Peter 3:1-13 ESV)

Have you ever had someone tell you you were stupid or crazy or weird for believing in God? That His promises were not true and it was just a system to make people give money to an organization?

Advent is the season of hope that proceeds Christmas, and we talk about it being the season of waiting for the coming baby in a manger. Well the baby already came, but we still wait for someone to come this Advent…

You see when Jesus died and rose again we went away and sent us the Holy Spirit, so we still have God with us, but Jesus told us before He left that He was coming back. And some are saying because it has been so long that He forgot or He lied or it was all just a ploy… But Peter reminds us, that God is not slow as we think of slow, for to God one day is as a thousand years, and a thousand years as one day. And the psalmist tell us that to God a thousand years is like the blink of an eye… You see God wants all of us to get it. So we have to be salt and light and help those who do not believe to live in the promises God gave us!

We need to believe in the promises and wait for the coming King in such a way that our lives help those who can not understand that it is about faith and believing and help them understand…

So believe in the promise and do not lose heart when the scoffers come! Wait for your King for He is coming!

Be prepared…

“And there will be signs in sun and moon and stars, and on the earth distress of nations in perplexity because of the roaring of the sea and the waves, people fainting with fear and with foreboding of what is coming on the world. For the powers of the heavens will be shaken. And then they will see the Son of Man coming in a cloud with power and great glory. Now when these things begin to take place, straighten up and raise your heads, because your redemption is drawing near.” And he told them a parable: “Look at the fig tree, and all the trees. As soon as they come out in leaf, you see for yourselves and know that the summer is already near. So also, when you see these things taking place, you know that the kingdom of God is near. Truly, I say to you, this generation will not pass away until all has taken place. Heaven and earth will pass away, but my words will not pass away. “But watch yourselves lest your hearts be weighed down with dissipation and drunkenness and cares of this life, and that day come upon you suddenly like a trap. For it will come upon all who dwell on the face of the whole earth. But stay awake at all times, praying that you may have strength to escape all these things that are going to take place, and to stand before the Son of Man.” (Luke 21:25-36 ESV)

When was the last time you woke up and asked yourself if today is the day that Jesus will return? It is not usually the first thing that goes through our minds. It is not usually even on our minds. Now we are not suppose to know the time or the day, only God the Father knows that. But just because we do not know when He is coming does not mean we should not be expecting Him to come, or that we are prepared for His coming.

The image included for this first Sunday in Advent is the Boy Scout Salute. I was a Boy Scout for a few years, and the motto of the Boy Scouts should be the motto of every Christian and something we can do for the next 4 weeks during Advent and for the rest of our lives as we wait for the coming Messiah: Be Prepared!

We need to be expectant, not of a baby in a manger, but of the second coming of our risen King! We need to be expectant and ready for His return! We live our lives in such a way that we are not filled by the feasts and drinks of this life, or weighed down by it’s problems. Jesus is bigger than all of that and we need to live our lives in such a way that we are expectant of Him and showing others what we are living for.

So be prepared! Because Jesus is coming back, and we need to be ready!

enlarged…

Turn to me and be gracious to me, for I am lonely and afflicted. The troubles of my heart are enlarged; bring me out of my distresses. Consider my affliction and my trouble, and forgive all my sins. (Psalm 25:16-18 ESV)

Isn’t it funny how our troubles are the biggest thing there ever was. We have a way of knowing all of the troubles we are going through and being able to sing the woes of all of our situation…

We look to God to fix our problems. Like a big cosmic vending machine to make all our troubles go away. Faith and Grace are gifts, and they do not say things will be easier with them. God only promises to be with us and never leave us or forsake us, not to make our problems go away. We all deal with junk and garbage, some of it self inflicted through our sin, and others are situations we find ourselves in. God will not deliver you from this… He never promised to make believers lives a walk in the park on a bright sunny day. He will however be with you through the junk and the garbage, even f you brought it on yourself. He will be present and guide you. He will enlarge your heart with grace, the gift of love you don’t deserve, and mercy, the gift of not giving you what you deserve. He will be with you through it all…

Remember me

To you, O Lord, I lift up my soul. O my God, in you I trust; let me not be put to shame; let not my enemies exult over me. Indeed, none who wait for you shall be put to shame; they shall be ashamed who are wantonly treacherous. Make me to know your ways, O Lord; teach me your paths. Lead me in your truth and teach me, for you are the God of my salvation; for you I wait all the day long. Remember your mercy, O Lord, and your steadfast love, for they have been from of old. Remember not the sins of my youth or my transgressions; according to your steadfast love remember me, for the sake of your goodness, O Lord! Good and upright is the Lord; therefore he instructs sinners in the way. He leads the humble in what is right, and teaches the humble his way. All the paths of the Lord are steadfast love and faithfulness, for those who keep his covenant and his testimonies.(Psalm 25:1-10 ESV)

To you O Lord I lift up my soul, in you I trust O Lord. Higher than the mountains, deeper than the sea, wider than the ocean is your love for me! This is how the wonderful song goes and what this psalm says. We are loved by God and this is something we can trust and take to the bank.

I read this psalm yesterday and was struck by verse 7. Remember not the sins of my youth or my transgressions; according to your steadfast love remember me, for the sake of your goodness, O Lord! The psalmist is asking God not to remember the wrongs we have done in the past. And who among us has not done something wrong? We all have things we wish we could say we did not do. And God will not remember these if the psalmist gets the desire of their heart. But God will remember me for me. God will remember me because I am His creation and He loves us just as we are!

Bask in the love He has given you!

security…

Now concerning the times and the seasons, brothers, you have no need to have anything written to you. For you yourselves are fully aware that the day of the Lord will come like a thief in the night. While people are saying, “There is peace and security,” then sudden destruction will come upon them as labor pains come upon a pregnant woman, and they will not escape. But you are not in darkness, brothers, for that day to surprise you like a thief. For you are all children of light, children of the day. We are not of the night or of the darkness. So then let us not sleep, as others do, but let us keep awake and be sober. For those who sleep, sleep at night, and those who get drunk, are drunk at night. But since we belong to the day, let us be sober, having put on the breastplate of faith and love, and for a helmet the hope of salvation. For God has not destined us for wrath, but to obtain salvation through our Lord Jesus Christ, who died for us so that whether we are awake or asleep we might live with him. Therefore encourage one another and build one another up, just as you are doing. (1 Thessalonians 5:1-11 ESV)

We are not to worry about the times on anything. We do not need to worry ourselves with this. The times that God has planned for things is under His control and will be done according to His plan.

Plus the verses above say that the day of the Lord will come like a thief in the night when we are saying “there is peace and security.” Well the way my life is now, this day will never come! I can hardly image a day of peace and security. Not that my life is hard or at war. I have a very blessed existence compared to a lot of people in the world, but there is unrest and uneasiness in my life…

So maybe we are looking at this wrong…

Maybe our peace and security are not things we can see and feel. They are not attributes that we control. The peace and security that will bring the day of the Lord is when we all are resting in the peace and security offered to us by God. You see even in the face of uneasiness, and unrest, God is still with us and He is guiding us and walking with us as we journey.

So know that you can not know when the day will come or when things will happen, but rest assured that you have peace and security in the arms of a creator that loves you more than you deserve.

Take heart

“I have said these things to you in figures of speech. The hour is coming when I will no longer speak to you in figures of speech but will tell you plainly about the Father. In that day you will ask in my name, and I do not say to you that I will ask the Father on your behalf; for the Father himself loves you, because you have loved me and have believed that I came from God. I came from the Father and have come into the world, and now I am leaving the world and going to the Father.” His disciples said, “Ah, now you are speaking plainly and not using figurative speech! Now we know that you know all things and do not need anyone to question you; this is why we believe that you came from God.” Jesus answered them, “Do you now believe? Behold, the hour is coming, indeed it has come, when you will be scattered, each to his own home, and will leave me alone. Yet I am not alone, for the Father is with me. I have said these things to you, that in me you may have peace. In the world you will have tribulation. But take heart; I have overcome the world.” (John 16:25-33 ESV)

Have you ever read the Bible and not understood what it is you think you’re supposed to get from this?

I think all of us have at one time or another thought we read something and understood what it said but then when we actually went back and re-thought about what it was we were thinking, we knew that what we were thinking couldn’t possibly be what was actually being told to us by what we read.

But you see this isn’t anything new the disciples didn’t understand Jesus when He talked to them so who are we to think that will understand everything that we read or everything that we hear from Jesus? But in our reading Jesus tells us plainly and it’s told to the disciples plainly that we will get to talk to God not to Jesus and have Jesus intercede for us but we as children of God get a direct line to talk to Him about what we need and if we ask for it in Jesus’ name and if it’s in God’s will it will be given to us. So go forth and live in this world where Jesus tells us here plainly we will have tribulation. But rest assured that God is always with us and no matter what darkness we face or Valley we walk through He is there walking with us and guiding our steps each and every moment of our lives.

So go and live in the uncertainty. Go and live in the tribulation. Go and walk in the darkness of this life. But take heart and know that Jesus is always with you.

the kingdom…

Then the seventh angel blew his trumpet, and there were loud voices in heaven, saying, “The kingdom of the world has become the kingdom of our Lord and of his Christ, and he shall reign forever and ever.” And the twenty-four elders who sit on their thrones before God fell on their faces and worshiped God, saying, “We give thanks to you, Lord God Almighty, who is and who was, for you have taken your great power and begun to reign. The nations raged, but your wrath came, and the time for the dead to be judged, and for rewarding your servants, the prophets and saints, and those who fear your name, both small and great, and for destroying the destroyers of the earth.” Then God’s temple in heaven was opened, and the ark of his covenant was seen within his temple. There were flashes of lightning, rumblings, peals of thunder, an earthquake, and heavy hail. (Revelation 11:15-19 ESV)

We talk about the kingdom of God as a place we will go. It is a place away from here and now. But if you actually read Revelation it says that the kingdom of God comes to us!

This set of verses starts with “The kingdom of the world has become the kingdom of our Lord and of his Christ, and he shall reign forever and ever.” The kingdom here and now has become the kingdom of God with the seventh trumpet blast! God’s kingdom is here, it will be here.We are not going to be caught up in the clouds and whisked off to some other place. God is going to make this His home with us…

He is already here with us and now we see in the mirror dimly, but then we will see face to face. Yes it will be much different, but it will be here…

So get ready for the kingdom of God to come to us, and spread the love He has given to you.

Who can stand?

But you, you are to be feared! Who can stand before you when once your anger is roused? From the heavens you uttered judgment; the earth feared and was still, when God arose to establish judgment, to save all the humble of the earth. (Psalm 76:7-9 ESV)

When God’s anger is roused who among us can stand before Him?

Will we not all fall to our faces in humble subjection?

We will want to hide our faces from Him, like a child who knows they are in trouble. We all know when we have done something wrong, and we know when we are going to be punished. And the scary part to that is we all deserve to be punished for the things we have done. We all deserve eternal separation from God because we are all sinners and can not be in His presence. So when Hid anger is roused we had all better duck and run for cover. (as if that would help!)

But even in the few verses of this psalm there is grace, that God’s judgment was established to save all the humble of the earth. So all of the humble if the earth are saved. But that still does not keep them from fearing.

Fear is not a bad thing it keeps us from doing things we are afraid of, and sometimes it pushes us to do something to experience the rush…

Live in the awe inspiring fear of the Lord, knowing that He could judge you and separate you from Him, but trusting in His grace to keep you ever so close to Him. So fear with humbleness so you might be saved.